Blessing

Something GREAT happened to me today...
A miracle...
yes...
A real miracle...
Just when I was about to give up...
Just when I was questioning my life...
Something happened...
That gave me hope again...
That I really have achieved my dreams...
It was truly an amazing thing...
That I was not able to stop myself...
I had to cry...
I have never done such a thing before...
Crying because of too much happiness...
But this time...
I knew deep inside...
That my prayers...
Have been heard...
As one song says...
Miracles happen...
Once in a while...
When you believe...

I love and respect ME

http://www.nataliedee.com/nd-archives/ndarchive-nov05.php

Blogging...
I like to write...
Thus I like blogging...
So when an opportunity opened up to earn...
Through blogging...
I grabbed it...
Now...
I am not sure I like it anymore...
Because earning through blogging...
It seems you are now restricted to things that would promote your blog...
And not really write about things that you want to write about...
I just want to write what I feel...
Without anybody trying to judge if what i wrote...
Is interesting or not...

Benefits

Very recently...
I have discovered...
That there are still a lot of things I do not know...
Like the importance of a fungi to a tree...
Whoa...
I thought fungi are just that...
Fungi...
They can be food...
Well...
I admit I know they have an ecological role...
Heck...
A lot of things do...
And most of them...
Are just being ignored...
Thinking...
They are useless...
But...
look at a fungi...
They're small...
Looking insignificant...
In the vastness of a forest...
But look closer...
Look down below the ground...
You'll see that these insignificant fungi...
Are the reason why these huge trees survive...
The harshness of their habitats...
Especially with the number of denuded habitats...
Trees need all the help...
To survive...

I miss you...

Hugs...
I'll give one when we meet...
Won't be able to help myself...
It's one of the sweetest action that we can give to another...
The other is a kiss...
Just sad though...
That people are have demoted a kiss...
Into something meaningless...
Like you can do it...
Whenever...
And with whomever...
Really...
It's almost as if...
People nowadays...
Have becoming more and more...
Animal like...

Emo night

Azuzephre. Jeff Thomas

Isn't Pon and Zi the cutest?...
And men!...
They just don't understand?!...
You tell them you love them...
And what do they here?
A foreign language...
Yup...
A foreign language...
Duh!...
Can't even say I love you back!...
Sheesh...
It's like they have this idea...
That since you already said it...
Then they won't have to...
Because they seem to think you already know...
What they feel about you...
Duh!...
We need to be reassure of your feelings for us...
You know...
Dang!...
I am not really sure...
If zi is a boy or a girl...
Dang!...
Hahahaha...

Ice Bat

Ok...
This is ice bat...
He's so cute!...
I don't understand why they label him as an ugly doll!...
Ice Bat...
Like all bats are misunderstood...
Look closer...
Ain't he the sweetest looking bat?...
How can you not fall in love with ice bat?!...

"Everybody wants to be your friend
When you've got something you can give them
All I've seen, bad and good, she's not crazy
Just a little misunderstood"
-Better than Ezra, Misunderstood

Time

Separation, Edvard Munch
Oil on canvas, 1900

"A thousand miles seem pretty far
But they got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way"
-Plain White T's, Hey there Delilah

Sometimes, it feels like somebody is too far away...
You want to see them...
But they're just too far away...
And then...
It comes a time where you will be seeing each other again...
Months, weeks and days of waiting...
If you have the power to pull the days...
To press forward...
Just so it'll be the day where you will see each other again...
YOU WILL...
You feel happiness and longing combined...
20 days still seem so far away...
Can I just sleep the days away?...
And wake up when we will see each other again?...