Chasing the Impossible

It's been a long time since I last visited this blog.
And a lot of things has happened since then...
Sad things...
Happy things...
But I learned a lot from these things...
Some things I want to forget...
But can't seem to...
How do you forget?
Sometimes...
I wish I can get my brain operated...
And tell the surgeon to remove a part of my memory...
Memories that I want to forget...
Memories that still keeps popping...
Memories that still hurts...
Why are some people so insensitive?
So cold hearted?
I am tired of fighting for something that is not really worth fighting for...
I wanted to believe that it is worth it...
That it can happen...
That it is possible...
But...
I guess I was just disillusioned...
I guess I lead myself to believe...
That another person can also believe in the impossible...
That another person can have the faith that I do...
But through it all...
I woke up...
I woke up to the reality that I should not settle for second best...
The impossible can happen...
I just have to continue believing it...