Edward

I think I am going crazy.
Is it even possible to fall in love with a character in a book?
To think that that person is real, even though he is not?
To get excited everyday reading about him again and again.
To can't stop thinking about him...
To hope that he is real...
Am I really this desperate?
Am I really this lonely?
Or am I just finding ways to run away from the pain that somebody left behind?
But thinking about him and not the stupid jerk who broke my heart...
Made me want to live again...
Keeps me happy...
Gives me hope...
Thinking of him makes everything okay...
Is it so wrong to hold on to this fantasy?
That a character in a book can really come to life?

Earth Evolution

Everyday, I am getting more afraid.
You can now see it everywhere.
The Earth is changing.
The past few months several earthquakes happened here.
And now, with just a day of rain,
A number of places have suffered from severe flooding.
Several have died and thousands have lost their homes.
People cannot deny it anymore.
The climate has changed.
What's next?
Earthquake means movement of plates.
And the sea level is said to be rising.
Slowly, and destructively to humans,
The earth is changing.
The environment and maybe without us noticing it...
Even the landscape...
How long before the topography of the Earth starts changing too?
I am afraid not of the Earth changing.
I can't wait to see the New Earth.
I am afraid knowing that at some point,
A lot of people will be killed in the process.
Can I survive?
But what I am afraid more is that...
Will I find him?
Will we see each other before a lot of us will die?
Is he still even alive?
You see...
I believe in soul mate...
And everyday I get desperate in finding him...
I have to see him before...
Things get too late...
But how do I find him?
I'm scared...